Assalamualaikum..

Walaweii..

Dah lama x update blog nie sejak beralih ke Wordpress..hee..

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Currently in Terengganu for clinical elective..1 month...just finish the 1st week..

Tapi dah start plan tok cuti seminggu sblom balik India nnti..huahua..x puas lg cuti..

Assalamualaikum..

Cloudy morning in Belgaum. Cold.

I saw a father walking with his 2 daughters. Sending them to school.

A father lifted his daughter up onto the motorcycle. Maybe heading to the nursery. While the mother watching them in the front porch.

I used to have this situation. I bet you had had it too.

Assalamualaikum..

Good Day..

Feeling uneasy? Release it. How? A question me myself don’t have the answer. But believe me. You know how to. It’s just different for other people.

And for God’s sake, it is different every time. The ‘uneasy feeling’ makes me feel more uneasy; restless. How am I supposed to deal with it if it is not the same as before?

p/s: I am still building the strong inner me. Let just do it together.  J

Assalamualaikum..

How's your life?..

Mine, nothing serious. 

I found myself in a 'comfort zone' again.

How?

The environment just creating itself on it's own.

I thought that studying abroad will let me out of the comfort zone. That happened only for the past 3 years in here, at least. Now, it's coming back. That feeling. 

I'm not blaming the sudden increased of students here, certainly not the students fault. But what's happening here is definitely the students fault. They became too comfy when surrounded by our own 'friends'. 

I've read an article written by a Malaysian student in Egypt. It struck me really hard. He emphasized on the numbers of students. Particularly, Malaysian students. When we are in a small group, we are depending on each other. Take care of each other because we are Malaysians. We tend to have that motivational to study hard and in a group. What happen if there are lots of student?

We the Malaysians get that feeling of that 'comfort zone' when there are too many Malaysian in 1 place. I don't know how to explain this theory, but this is what I saw happening here. 

The author mentioned about several things that happened in Egypt when there are lots of Malaysian students. Truancy is the major problem.

Truancy is also my problem. I did it. I need help. We need help. We need to stop this. 

p/s: 1) Melayu Mudah Lupa - Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad
      2) I'm sorry, I cannot find the original article of that student.

Assalamualaikum..

A chillax entry. Just my overwhelming gratitude to the born of my 1st nephew, Rayyan Dzulfiqar. Lovely name.  :)

He was born on March 22, 2014. The day that is so not pleasant to me but once I've got the message he was born, my day brighten. :)

I did celebrate his born day. Haha. I served my friends with a bucket of KFC. 

p/s: with all due respect to my brother, no pictures of Rayyan will be uploaded.

Assalamualaikum..

A complete blank. Mind blank. Today. With the heated up room, my eyes keep on paralysed.

Academic book is opened just for awhile for the sake of presentation tomorrow. Not a single word bear in my mind. Need to reread it tonight or maybe an hour before presenting.

Sunday. It's Sunday. With increasing workload as a 4th year medical student. This is the very day to pamper myself.

Getting pampered by tiramisu, good musics, & a novel.

p/s: Don't get weary of your current life as you choose it long ago. HAPPY SUNDAY... :)

Assalamualaikum..

What will you do if you can't control your drowsiness? Especially during a class. Me, got a quite weird habit of writing a poem or writing in Korean language (simple2 things) when I just can't stand the drowsiness. 

At least, I don't fall sleep & somehow I already accustomed to it & still can received a little bit of the lecture's content while doing those things. 

This new poem is written in the Outpatient Department of Ophthalmology while waiting for the lecturer to come. Inspired by the life of Henry Whittaker from a book called "Signature of All Things" - Elizabeth Gilbert.

Does enduring hardships in your life make you a well-being human?

Experience is the best teacher they say

What if all of it are lies?

How to survive in this shitty world?

Are we condemned to be an obedient listener

OR

Are we condemned to be an observer

With the mouth shut

p/s: I'm sorry for that little word 'shitty' but this a poem. Just a way to emphasize it.  :)

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a longgggg time...haha.. Of course a lot of things happened in my life. Some stories make me so eager to share but some are just for me. 

For the starts, I am 23 years old this year. For God sake I don't realized that time is flying so fast. Still remember my "naughty" years in high school. :)

I do feel the increasing burden of responsibilities & ripening of my maturity. But I still can't organized my thoughts. (I hate this)

Assalamualaikum..

it's almost a year I don't update this blog..hee...here is an entry of a poem i made not long ago..where did I get the idea?..don't know..it just come..enjoy..

p/s: the poem doesn't have any relation to me..but it is what I might feel if I lost someone I loved most..

Assalamualaikum...

today my life full with laughter and sadness..watching Strong Heart makes me realized that a star/celebrity does not reach the glory with a single struck..they have to do many things, receive a bad comment from the audiences and also bad/something that hurts their heart from the seniors..

especially in South Korea..all the celebrities do have fans and Anti-fans club..(Ha Ji Won is one of the actress that doesn't have anti-fans club)..what make it more special because of the strong impression given by the fans..some artists in South Korea had had a suicide because of some scandal or stress..but from my point of view..the harsh comment from the netizens (internet users) are the one that "kill" the artists..

Why am I saying that?..it's true..some of the victims of the situations came forward to talk in the Strong Heart..what really happen is that, the artists does not have the space to explain what the thing really is..well, it goes the same with me if I'm in that situation..I just can't explain the TRUTH as there are so many "judges"..plus, to control the emotional break is not that easy..

what can I conclude here is that, everything happen for some reason..this is not my words..but it is Allah's words..the hidden "hikmah" behind something that happen..another thing is that we should not judge something from one side only..listen to other side also..then make a wise judgement..and I can say 100%, both sides are "guilty" with their owns' mistakes..

p/s: it's been a long time I write something this long in English..so, to my beautiful and handsome readers, please note me if I make mistakes..especially grammar.. :)

          have a nice LIFE!!!

          this is the link to watch Strong Heart: Strong Heart Compilation

Assalamualaikum cinta!!!

hee..hahaha..

mlm nie agak hyper sket..dont know why...

let's get down to business...

erm..pe kate kite cite psl experience g South Korea hari 2..hehe..

rahsia plg besa..even my parents & family pn x tau..hehe..

aku sesat kat South Korea on the very 1st day...ALONE!!!

hahahaha...

well, kind of best sbnarnye..(padahal kwn2 dah risau n Azam g cari aku)...hehehe..sory la guys..hahaha..

citernye gini: aku n Sue org plg lmbat turun g subway..n aku nmpk kwn2 yg lain dh bwh n at the left side of the railway..the ask me to hurry up using gestures..aku pn turun la laju ttros ke sebelah kiri..

n nak jadi cite, that time train sebelah kiri dh nk blah..tnpa berfikir pnjg aku tros masuk...

when the train's door closed, that's the moment I realized that none of my friends in the train..

cuak x cuak mse 2..haha..

x nk g jauh sgt..i get down at the next station, Sinchon...kuar la gne exit 8..jln2 nk cari bas or taxi..end up aku tgu taxi dgn couple tua..dorg tgk je aku..ye la..dah la hujan..xde payung..sorg2 plak 2..lau dorg tau aku baru je smpai beberapa jam yg lps, mesti lawak jadinya..haha..

sifat aku yg x ske menunggu..aku g jln dpn sket tok cari taxi..n that the time aku try bhase Korea aku..IT IS A SUCCESS!!!..haha..

seoulwalker guesthouse..

this is the conversation with the taxi driver;

Me: Uncle, Hapjeong-dong (place where my guesthouse is)

Uncle: No,no

Me: Why?

Uncle: (cant really understand as he speaks in Busan slang - kind of like Kelantanese) but the gist - the taxi kind of have to make a return with highway something..

Me: Help me please. This is my first time here.

Uncle: Erm..go catch bus there (opposite side of the road)

Me: Owh, thanks

(all the conversation were in Hangul)

:)

Hapjeong Station

Alhamdulillah...hampir sejam lebih aku jln2 cari exit lain subway..aku dpt balik dgn subway gak..Alhamdulillah jugak mlm 2 jumaat mlm sabtu..so, subway tutup lmbat..sebab Korean have their Friday nite life..(aku jmpe gk org mabuk..seram gk)..n that's why susah nk dpt taxi..byk yg dh ditempah tok bwk org2 yg mabuk..

aku citer yg lain plak lain kali.. :)

sekitar Hapjeong

gmbar nie ter-snap..tgk..betapa berdisiplinnya mereka..

p/s: i like South Korea..it can be my 2nd hometown..but the problem is FOOD..

assalamualaikum...

LOLLOLLLOLLTRolll..

hehehe..

Penulis nie tgh gile..

dah bpe lama aku x update blog nie???..singgah pn x...sian kat blog nie..busy la syg,,lps nie InsyAllaah sy akn slalu syg n jaga awak..

sbb sy tgh blaja "KOMITMEN" & "ISTIQAMAH"..

izainkan sy berkongsi secebis ayat yg sy dpt drpd kawan sekolah rendah sy: Nur Kamilla (skrg kat MSU,Bangalore)..ayat nie mmg buat turning point tok sy study..

"BILA KAMU TAK TAHAN LELAHNYA BELAJAR, 

KAMU AKAN MENANGGUNG PERITNYA KEBODOHAN"

-IMAM SYAFIE-

camner???..terSENTAP X?? "terSENTAK X??.. kena batang hidung sendiri x??..

jom kita sama2 study dgn rajin n beristiqamah..

sbb ganjaran yg kita cari cuma 1... REDHA ALLAAH..

wallahualam..

p/s: dah tahun 3..takut gak.. :)

Assalamualaikum.. n Selamat sejahtera.. :)

A busy week..not really actually..but again a week with Dr. K.L. Nargund..terseksa mental n physical..haha..melawak je..tp mental 2 mmg terseksa..PBL with him…huhu..

But, dlm busy2 pn de tanggungjawab lain..kne wat keja kursus for Etnik..fuhh..mmg x de rehat..1-1 keje dtg nk disiapkan..

The interesting story is hari nie aku dapat g Church St. Anthony if not mistaken..n the best thing ever bler interview the Father..walaupun dia baru setahun lebih jadi Father..tp dia bijak mse jawab soalan..

Aku x de la nk summarized pe bnda yg aku n kwn2 aku interview tadi..tp nk highlight sikit pe yg aku dpt..

this is the Father..

1) mengenali mereka

                Bukn la nk ckp aku x kenal,mksud aku dgn lebih terbuka n aku bley menilai..mmg btol pe yg org ckp..ko benci dia, cuba g borak dgn org 2 dulu..then, baru la nilai..ataupun, ko sayang kat org 2, cuba g ckp dgn dia..baru la ko tau perangai sebenar org 2..simply said, what u see is only 1%..u need to experience it then u can say( dlm context bler berborak dgn org)

the front stage in the church..

2) warm welcome from the church team

                Maklum la..ktorg g segerombolan..tp, they are so welcoming..secara jujurnya, mse smpai 2 aku da lg rasa takut n boleh ke nie?..mcm 2 la..but the treat we got make all of it disappear..aku sndiri x prepare sgt nk tye soklan pe..tp bler dah start, mcm2 plak dlm kpala otak nk tye…

the bench..



 3) blajar utk lebih terbuka n dgr drpd 2-2 pihak

                Bnde nie la yg aku nk..menilai bler dah dgr drpd sume pihak..coz the interesting things is when the Father knows about Islam’s pillars..solat,puasa,zakat,g wat haji..Cuma dia x sebut pasal syahadah..

the Confession place..

Konklusinya, (ayt karangan..heee..) pengalaman yg best!!!

p/s: teringin plak nk g jmpe tok sami Buddha..maybe kat M’sia??.. :)

Assalamualaikum n Selamat Sejahtera semua~~~ :)

Lama gak x update blog nie..so, hari nie nk update la…(agk gedik ayt tersebut---eeiii.. :)

Sembahyang or aku lebih suka dengan panggilan SOLAT…ermm…apa maksud Solat??.. saya jawab deh… solat maksudnya – dari segi bahasa: Doa

                          - dari segi istilah: Ucapan dan perbuatan tertentu yang dimulai dengan takbiratul ihram dan diakhiri dengan salam dengan syarat-syarat tertentu.

Skunk nie dah paham kan maksud solat..sebab aku tau, da je yg dah berpuluh-puluh tahun solat, tp maksud solat pn x tau..pe lagi lau tanya maksud bacaan..(saya la 2…heee..)

Aku stress masa balik kelas hari nie..sbb cikgu 2 x sedar yg beliau sudah mengambil masa kami selama 1 jam..jadinya, aku balik dlm keadaan yg ‘sebel’ n bengang yg teramat..balik bilik aku pun amik wuduk nk solat asar..tp aku solat dlm keadaan marah…mesti wuduk pn x betol kn??..erm..tp aku akui mmg aku Panas Baran punya org..

Ok..aku bukan nk citer pasal aku bengang ke apa..just, citer sebalik citer aku bengang hari nie..dlm aku x khusyuk dlm solat asar 2..aku teringat balik masa aku mula2 blajar solat dulu..aku start blajar solat Darjah 3 rasanya..tp cara aku blajar yg beza dgn korg..konpem lain…haha..jom baca seterusnya~~

Aku blajar solat dgn buku tanpa guru..kunci pintu bilik n blajar..pakai telekung n mengadap kiblat dgn sejadah merah (smpai skunk aku suka n guna sejadah warna merah)..kenapa aku blaja sendiri??..aku pn x ingat..sbb hampir 50% ingatan aku masa lahir smpai la darjah 3 aku x ingat..x tau nape..ermm..x pe..kita sambung..

Then, aku pn ikut je la pe yg dlm buku 2 tulis..alhamdulillaah masa 2 aku da kawan yg bley tunjuk ajar aku..aku start solat berjemaah dgn kawan yg sorg nie berimamkan abg kawan nie..(identiti dirahsiakan)..kawan nie betulkan tanggapan aku pasal solat..masa 2 tgh solat maghrib, rakaat ke-2 aku x duduk tahiyat awal..tp bler rakaat ke-3 aku duduk tahiyat 2 KALI!!!hahaha..mula2 tahiyat awal, lps 2 tahiyat akhir plak..punyalah lama tahiyat aku..bler pikir balik..mmg lawak..tp itulah kesilapan pertama yg aku blajar dlm dunia nie..maksudnya, aku terima teguran n nasihat dgn hati n fikiran yg terbuka…

Selain 2, aku yakin ramai dulu2 susah nak hafal Doa Qunut..kan kan kan??..haha..aku nak bagitau rahsia kat korang..instead of aku HAFAL Doa Qunut, aku BACA Doa Qunut..haha..nk tau caranya..haha..kat umah aku ada bunting yg tampal2 kat dinding pasal ringkasan solat..tau kan??..dulu benda nie mmg famous la..da yg ayat 1000 dinar, ayat Kursi..dah ingat kan?..bagus..

So, aku amik bunting 2 n aku gunting bahagian Doa Qunut..hee..then, aku simpan bunting 2 dlm almari..hehe..da lg dlm bilik aku bunting 2..haha..bahagian Doa Qunut yg aku gunting 2 aku bawak wktu solat subuh..letak kat penjuru kanan ats sejadah..amik keratan  doa 2 masa nk naik rakaat ke-2..pegang smpai la baca Doa Qunut..tadah tgn n baca la Doa Qunut..haha..bnda nie aku wat smpai la masuk skolah menengah..tp aku start hafal bler dpt tawaran msuk hostel F.1..keratan 2 xtau hilg mana skunk..sedih plak..

p/s: 1) blajar la dgn guru berpandukan buku

        2) aku nak balik semangat aku nk blajar sesuatu..Amiinn..

Assalamualaikum & Selamat Sejahtera semua...hee..

hari nie tanggal April 07, 2012 aku n kwn2 photography g field trip..mula2 mmg aku malas gler..ye la kne bertolak kol 0600..tapi memangdangkan summer, so pagi mmg awal la kan..

aku pun x pasti pe nama tempat kitorg g..tapi tempat last kitorg g Rakaskop Water Reservoir kat Belgaum..Sungai Markandeya..

dengan hanya berbekalkan ilmu yg aku blaja dlm masa 8 hari..n kamera aku bukan DSLR..stakat kamera Samsung Galaxy S 2..8.0 Megapixel..aku puas hati dgn gmbar2 aku..cuma aku x dpat nk amik gmbar air sbb kamera aku xde setting tok aperture & speed..so, 2 je la yg aku sedih sket..

aku just nak korg tgk je gmbar2 kat bawah..nie sket je..lau de masa & interner baik je..aku masukkan semua gambar yg aku amik kat FB..

ENJOY!!!

bunga matahari~~masih kecik..tapi warna kuning menyerlah..cantik..

masa nie pagi sgt..

love this~~

satu-satunya rumah yg ada dlm kwasan tanaman..cantik.. :)

one of my fav pic..

ada bape je "pokok" nie..warna dia cantik..

nie aku dah start ske macro punyer style..x bpe cun..hee..

gambar macro yg aku plg ske.. :)

perjalanan menuju Sungai Markandeya

empangan Sungai Markandeya

empangan..

  

pokok nie je yang ada warna daun cmnie..

Sungai Markandeya..

Sungai Markandeya

batu-batu..

 selain seha..tgk pergerakan air gk deh..hee..

pokok nie cantik lagi2 masa summer nie..

ewa nak merasa cam dok Europe..heee..

2 gambar last nie aku x prasan sampai la aku balik..sgt cantik sbb de effect cahaya matahari..

nie je la aku pilih n rasa yg terbaik.. :)

p/s: kita x kan sedar kita ada sesuatu bakat sampailah kita sendiri cuba dulu..so, cuba la dulu drpda terus tolak~~

Assalamualaikum & Selamat Sejahtera..hee..

Fuhh..i’m losing the OLD me..that’s why sometimes I felt soooo losssttt…

Everything is so different here in India..why??.. first of all, I don’t get so active like before…my life were such low than a sedentary life..haha..joking..

The most thing that I miss..i want to share to everyone that have the time to read this..hee… I’m thanking you all.. :)

No 1 : Hockey

pergh..my fav pose..hee..

OMG..seriously rindu nk pegang kayu hoki..nak rasa berpeluh, nak menyumpah seranah player yg main body contact..n nk mengamuk dgn referee yg ++**77 yg x nmpak kaki aku kne pukul dgn kayu hoki..haha..masa 2 mmg *semagat giler (kata hikmat from aku pn x igt spe..hee).. berlatih, lawan dgn team lelaki..haha..mmg lawak n sgt memorable..

No 2 : Kawad

xde gmbar sndri..but i think i know the ketua platun n pompuan kat blakang 2..maybe..

Fuhhh..this is the best thing ever!!! Wanna know why??.. hahha..sbb masa F.5 ktorg rekrut hmpir separuh junior hostel masuk… Kadet Remaja Sekolah SMK Telok Panglima Garang TERBAIK… Cg. Anizah n Cg. Faizal Redza…miss them..hee..owh lupa Cg. Nazrah skali.. sbb apa aku suka??.. sbb sekolah kami dah konpem msuk peringkat daerah..sbb Kuala Langat x de yg active pn…hhaah.. tp masa F.5 de plak saingan from SMK Banting..perghh..mula2 takut gk..tp bler tgk kawad asas sket, tros x tgk dah..haha..paham2 la ek..hahahahahha…

Nk citer gk wlupun citer lama,..tp masih x puas hati.. pendekkan citer kami dpt tmpat ke-4, Kadet Polis kami ke-3, Kadet Polis (xnk tulis nme skool) ke-2 n Persatuan Udara2 la..hee dpt first…x puas hati sbb Persatuan Udara2 dpt first sbb nk naikkan nama club 2 la..(padahal kawad biase je..udara..x de hentak2 n de je terabur2 sket) n PALING X PUAS HATI YANG DAPAT NO 2..SBB KETUA PLATUN NANGIS…SALAH BAGI ARAHAN MASA KAWAD N IT IS SO SERIOUSLY OBVIOUS..SIAP ADA LAGI AHLI PLATUN TOLEH BELAKANG ( arahan tok pusing ke depan)..masa 2 mmg aku panas + baran tahap apa aku pn xtau..bukan aku je x puas hati but PBSM that same school also x puas hati..

Masa pengumuman pemenang mmg semua yg platun yg bertanding trkejut gler..dah lau Kadet Polis kami yg mmg TERBAIK bley dapat no 3..spe plak no1 n 2..haha..bler no 2 diumumkan..hanya platun 2 je yg bersorak..yg lain semua pandang kiri kanan x pecaya…HAHAHa..serious lawak..ok end..haha..

No 3 : My Hostel

gmbar F.3,,haha..bukan hostel pn,,tp F.3 la semua kwn ada sblom da yg kuar hostel n ada yg g skul lain..

cari la saya.haha..

Mmg pelik..tp tempat 2 la yg byk mengajar aku erti hidup..5 tahun aku spent..juniors n seniors dtg n pergi..even hantu kat situ pn mengajar aku..yap..Kakak Tudung Hitam..first time jumpa msa F.1 n last F.3 x silap..”dia” x wat pape..just tgk kitorg n tersenyum then pergi..i’m not the only one see “kakak” 2..mula2 nmpak pn Kamilla..masa maghrib plak 2..

p/s: kita memang x boleh pusing balik masa..tapi bila kita ingat balik..semua memori jadi macam wayang depan mata..n rasa macam baru je berlaku,,

Assalamualaikum…

Aku sudah kembali..haha..setelah sekian lama x update blog nie..

who loves you??...

me me me me!!!

X de benda pn nk citer..tapi aku rasa fresh skunk nie..sbb apa??..cer teka..hee…

Walaupun aku dapat LF dlm Selanjar 1, tapi aku x rasa pape..aku just rasa aku kena terus ke depan je..malas la nak pandang2 belakang..sakit tengkuk…terkehel sternocleidomastoid muscle aku..haha..

seriously tgh sakit badan skunk..cabar diri sgt jogging 15 min x benti..haha..tapi xpe…exercise..pe lagi nak citer ek..erm..owh..aku dah mula dancing balik..(mcm la penah dancing sgt sblom nie)..hee..but this time- real punyer!!!

Aku giler citer Fashion King & King 2 Hearts skunk…beshhh giler…Korean drama la kan..hee..

King 2 Hearts

Fashion King

p/s: me like myself more now!!!hee..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Salam sejahtera sahabat2. Setelah beberapa bulan x update (tipu, hari 2 kan dah??...hehe..), maksudnya entry yg betul2 la..adei..topik perbincangan kita hari nie ialah AIR MATA ataupun TEARS dlm bahasa Inggeris..eleh, nk ckp ‘omputih’ plak..huh..

What??..

Orait, pernah x korg ckp kat org lain or paling ‘koman’ pun dlm hati korg kutuk org yg menangis…pernah x???..mesti penah punya..

“alah ko nie, kucing mati pn nk nangis..”

“weyh, x gentleman la laki nangis..”

Ayat2 kat atas biasa kita dengar..(pasal kucing mati 2 x la selalu ek..hehe..contoh je..). ..tapi pernah x korg terpikir, sebenarnya korg menipu diri sendiri??...betul aku ckp..korg tipu diri sendiri..sebab, tipu la korg x penah nangis!!!TIPU~~~

Fuhh, lek Pai..sekarang aku bagi korg apa yg aku nampak bila seseorang 2 menangis..bagi aku bila kita menangis, sebenarnya kita melepaskan beban emosi..antara beban nyata yang kita pikul dengan beban emosi, beban emosi adalah tersangat berat..

Secara fisiologinya, apabila kita terlalu stress, macam2 penyakit akn muncul..paling teruk bila gangguan mental jadi..so, aku sarankan menangis la bila dah terlalu banyak beban emosi yg korg tanggung..there is no restriction..tp pikir gak psl org lain..nangis je la..jgn la nk melalak plak..adei..

Kita selalu ckp hidup yg sihat mestilah kuat fizikal dan mental..ada jugak  tambah spiritual..elok la..kombinasi yg sgt menakjubkan…sihat fizikal korg bley wat dgn bersenam n mkn makanan yg halal dan baik..kalau aku, aku gabung mental dan spiritual sekali..

Bila menghadap Allaah, kita sebenarnya dah menenangkan mental kita..disamping kita menyihatkan dan memantapkan spiritual kita..adoi, camner plak nk gabung?..hehe..caranya dgn mengadu semua masalah kita pada Allaah…lebih2 lg waktu sujud terakhir or solat sunat taubat..dan selalunya tangisan mengiringi aku waktu 2..

Apa yang aku boleh simpulkan kat sini, tangisan atau air mata bukanlah hak exclusive perempuan..kerana lelaki pun boleh menangis..ciptaan Allaah dah mmg lengkap..kenapa kita nak tahan2 plak??..tp berpadalah..biarlah tangisan kita 2 penuh bermakna..

insyaAllah, jumpa lagi next entry…dah ada topik, cuma kena curi masa sket..aku sisipkan utk korg lagu “Each Tear” by Mary J. Blige feat Jay Sean..moga ada sikit motivasi from this song..(walaupun aku tau lagu nie tok org cintan2, tp liriknya sgt bermakna..), enjoy…  :)

Each Tear

There's something that I want to say 
But I feel like I don't know how 
Still I just can't hold it one more day 
So I think I'll let it out 

(No mistake) 
You're on my mind more than I may show (No mistake) 
You're in my heart more than you may know 
And the last thing that I want 
Is for you to fall apart 
The future will get clearer 
I want you to remember 

Each tear 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Make you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

We can't change the things that we've done 
That's in the past 
But fighting won't get us anywhere 
So if you want, here's my hand 

(No mistake) 
Every night there is one thing I do (No mistake) 
I bow my head and pray for you (Pray for you) 
And the last thing that I want 
Is for you to fall apart 
The future will get clearer 
I want you to remember 

Each tear 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Makes you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

You're much more than a struggle that you go through 
You're not defined by your pain so let it go 
You' re not a victim 
you're more like a winner 
And you're not a defeat 
you're more like a queen 

Each tear 
there's a lesson 
Makes you wiser than before 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger than you know) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

Each tear (each tear) 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Makes you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know 
Each tear (Make you so much stronger) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what your meant to be 

No no we can't be held down 
No no oh no I, I, I, can't held down 
You you you can't be held down 
We we we can't be held down 

Love 
It makes you so much stronger (stronger) 
It makes you so much wiser (wiser) 
Each tear (in each tear) 
And you're so close to your dreams and 
No mistake, no heartbreak can take away what you're meant to be.

p/s:recommended korg tgk drama korea 49 days..jgn la percaya cerita 2 tp amik pengajaran bagaimana berharganya air mata org yg syg kat kita..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Apa khabar semua? Harap-harap sihat la ek. Memang lama aku x update blog nie. Bukan x de masa, tp malas je. :) rasa lapuk la plak bler dah lama x mengarang…hehehe..

Baiklah, aku nak wat 1 perubahan untuk cara penulisan aku. Jeng..jeng..jeng..x de la berubah sgt. Cuma tambah tolak sikit je.

Pertama: sebelum aku wat entry baru, aku akan kumpul maklumat dulu. Aku lebih suka tulis apa yang aku experienced.. so, aku bley letak segala macam perasaan yang aku rasa masa ‘mengarang’..

Kedua: tajuk entry aku hanya 1 perkataan (InsyaAllaah, bergantung pada keadaan)..sebab?..sebab aku suka..tenggg~~

Ketiga: gambar yang relevance masih dikekalkan..pembelajaran lebih berkesan dgn adanya gambar..hehe..jadi cikgu jap..

Keempat: aku minta maaf awal2..mungkin entry yg aku wat akan ada ‘bias’..sebab aku mmg ‘bias’ dgn Hallyu Stars..especially SNSD… :)

Banyak plak kan??..ok, stop…amacam?..suka x??..terpulang la..peace..till next then…

Assalamualaikum~~~

Hey guys…how are you?..hope always in a good health..well, I’m gonna some time to update this little baby, cute.aaa…I don’t know, simple word my blog. excited to start???. good. oh please..don’t fall back from the chair…chillax..

Alright, enough of the introduction…( is it??.. ) whatever…for this entry, I don’t really have an idea to write…well, if it is not an idea it must be…. only an idea…let’s rock and roll…

The first rock: guess what? My friends and I went to watch movie babe. Yeah!! Transformer 3. LOL..everyone is talking about it now…wait a minute…you guys in Malaysia will definitely won’t get it…why??...it’s the same story maaa…

Transformer 3 is AWESOME!!

Ok..let me roll it…have you guys ever watch a movie in CINEMA to be specific??…of course you are right??...but the truth is, there are some…but I would say it is totally different what we got in Malaysia…why I said so??...the reasons are describe below:

Before entry, you guys gonna experience an immigration check…woo..it feels like…erm…don’t know to describe it..

not really like this..hehe..

Ever heard of salty and tomato popcorn flavor??..woo…you are so unlucky…they have it here in India…ahh…don’t ask me about how it taste… (I feel like vomiting…huuu)

it is like this BIG~~ :)

Then, this is the best part ever…I’m sure 110% that you guys wanna this type of chair (is it chair??..whatever) in Malaysia…I’m gonna let you guys to wonder it first…any idea how the chair is???..no??..alright…the chair is super awesome…you can just slide and rest on the back…even if you got the front seat..you not gonna have the neck sprain…trust me!!!

some sort of this..hee~~

The next thing is not really best part caused in the middle of the movie…we have a BREAK…ever watch Hindi movie with INTERMISSION…that was the time when they stop the movie for a while…and we the viewers can go to the toilet and some of them go to buy another popcorn!!!what the>>>>huh…it’s last for 10-15 minutes…

And the most incredible thing is the exit from the cinema….as I went down the stairs and the next thing is I was at the outside of the mall…you guys ever believe it…the cinema is at the 3^rd floor…and we exit not only the cinema but also the mall…that time I was like blurred and WHAT????....

this is the mall...Name given: Nucleus Mall... :)

I’m done…I passed my sleep time actually..i’m always trying to remind myself that even I don’t like something, I have to try to like it…cause at the end of the day we realized that for some reason, it is not so bad, we gonna have to face it the way it was…cause that different make a day to me… yeah!!see you guys next time…cannot promise when…seeya!!

p/s: do have some consideration in your life..take home message from PAI…