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September 20, 2011


Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Salam sejahtera sahabat2. Setelah beberapa bulan x update (tipu, hari 2 kan dah??...hehe..), maksudnya entry yg betul2 la..adei..topik perbincangan kita hari nie ialah AIR MATA ataupun TEARS dlm bahasa Inggeris..eleh, nk ckp ‘omputih’ plak..huh..

What??..

Orait, pernah x korg ckp kat org lain or paling ‘koman’ pun dlm hati korg kutuk org yg menangis…pernah x???..mesti penah punya..

alah ko nie, kucing mati pn nk nangis..”

weyh, x gentleman la laki nangis..”

Ayat2 kat atas biasa kita dengar..(pasal kucing mati 2 x la selalu ek..hehe..contoh je..). ..tapi pernah x korg terpikir, sebenarnya korg menipu diri sendiri??...betul aku ckp..korg tipu diri sendiri..sebab, tipu la korg x penah nangis!!!TIPU~~~


Fuhh, lek Pai..sekarang aku bagi korg apa yg aku nampak bila seseorang 2 menangis..bagi aku bila kita menangis, sebenarnya kita melepaskan beban emosi..antara beban nyata yang kita pikul dengan beban emosi, beban emosi adalah tersangat berat..


Secara fisiologinya, apabila kita terlalu stress, macam2 penyakit akn muncul..paling teruk bila gangguan mental jadi..so, aku sarankan menangis la bila dah terlalu banyak beban emosi yg korg tanggung..there is no restriction..tp pikir gak psl org lain..nangis je la..jgn la nk melalak plak..adei..


Kita selalu ckp hidup yg sihat mestilah kuat fizikal dan mental..ada jugak  tambah spiritual..elok la..kombinasi yg sgt menakjubkan…sihat fizikal korg bley wat dgn bersenam n mkn makanan yg halal dan baik..kalau aku, aku gabung mental dan spiritual sekali..


Bila menghadap Allaah, kita sebenarnya dah menenangkan mental kita..disamping kita menyihatkan dan memantapkan spiritual kita..adoi, camner plak nk gabung?..hehe..caranya dgn mengadu semua masalah kita pada Allaah…lebih2 lg waktu sujud terakhir or solat sunat taubat..dan selalunya tangisan mengiringi aku waktu 2..


Apa yang aku boleh simpulkan kat sini, tangisan atau air mata bukanlah hak exclusive perempuan..kerana lelaki pun boleh menangis..ciptaan Allaah dah mmg lengkap..kenapa kita nak tahan2 plak??..tp berpadalah..biarlah tangisan kita 2 penuh bermakna..


insyaAllah, jumpa lagi next entry…dah ada topik, cuma kena curi masa sket..aku sisipkan utk korg lagu “Each Tear” by Mary J. Blige feat Jay Sean..moga ada sikit motivasi from this song..(walaupun aku tau lagu nie tok org cintan2, tp liriknya sgt bermakna..), enjoy…  :)

Each Tear

There's something that I want to say 
But I feel like I don't know how 
Still I just can't hold it one more day 
So I think I'll let it out 

(No mistake) 
You're on my mind more than I may show (No mistake) 
You're in my heart more than you may know 
And the last thing that I want 
Is for you to fall apart 
The future will get clearer 
I want you to remember 

Each tear 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Make you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

We can't change the things that we've done 
That's in the past 
But fighting won't get us anywhere 
So if you want, here's my hand 

(No mistake) 
Every night there is one thing I do (No mistake) 
I bow my head and pray for you (Pray for you) 
And the last thing that I want 
Is for you to fall apart 
The future will get clearer 
I want you to remember 

Each tear 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Makes you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

You're much more than a struggle that you go through 
You're not defined by your pain so let it go 
You' re not a victim 
you're more like a winner 
And you're not a defeat 
you're more like a queen 

Each tear 
there's a lesson 
Makes you wiser than before 
Makes you stronger than you know (stronger than you know) 
Each tear (each tear) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what you're meant to be 

Each tear (each tear) 
there's a lesson (there's a lesson) 
Makes you wiser than before (wiser) 
Makes you stronger than you know 
Each tear (Make you so much stronger) 
Brings you closer to your dreams 
No mistake, no heartbreak 
Can take away what your meant to be 

No no we can't be held down 
No no oh no I, I, I, can't held down 
You you you can't be held down 
We we we can't be held down 

Love 
It makes you so much stronger (stronger) 
It makes you so much wiser (wiser) 
Each tear (in each tear) 
And you're so close to your dreams and 
No mistake, no heartbreak can take away what you're meant to be.



p/s:recommended korg tgk drama korea 49 days..jgn la percaya cerita 2 tp amik pengajaran bagaimana berharganya air mata org yg syg kat kita..










September 18, 2011

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Apa khabar semua? Harap-harap sihat la ek. Memang lama aku x update blog nie. Bukan x de masa, tp malas je. :) rasa lapuk la plak bler dah lama x mengarang…hehehe..

Baiklah, aku nak wat 1 perubahan untuk cara penulisan aku. Jeng..jeng..jeng..x de la berubah sgt. Cuma tambah tolak sikit je.

Pertama: sebelum aku wat entry baru, aku akan kumpul maklumat dulu. Aku lebih suka tulis apa yang aku experienced.. so, aku bley letak segala macam perasaan yang aku rasa masa ‘mengarang’..

Kedua: tajuk entry aku hanya 1 perkataan (InsyaAllaah, bergantung pada keadaan)..sebab?..sebab aku suka..tenggg~~

Ketiga: gambar yang relevance masih dikekalkan..pembelajaran lebih berkesan dgn adanya gambar..hehe..jadi cikgu jap..

Keempat: aku minta maaf awal2..mungkin entry yg aku wat akan ada ‘bias’..sebab aku mmg ‘bias’ dgn Hallyu Stars..especially SNSD… :)

Banyak plak kan??..ok, stop…amacam?..suka x??..terpulang la..peace..till next then…

July 1, 2011

Assalamualaikum~~~

Hey guys…how are you?..hope always in a good health..well, I’m gonna some time to update this little baby, cute.aaa…I don’t know, simple word my blog. excited to start???. good. oh please..don’t fall back from the chair…chillax..

Alright, enough of the introduction…( is it??.. ) whatever…for this entry, I don’t really have an idea to write…well, if it is not an idea it must be…. only an idea…let’s rock and roll…

The first rock: guess what? My friends and I went to watch movie babe. Yeah!! Transformer 3. LOL..everyone is talking about it now…wait a minute…you guys in Malaysia will definitely won’t get it…why??...it’s the same story maaa…



Transformer 3 is AWESOME!!


Ok..let me roll it…have you guys ever watch a movie in CINEMA to be specific??…of course you are right??...but the truth is, there are some…but I would say it is totally different what we got in Malaysia…why I said so??...the reasons are describe below:

Before entry, you guys gonna experience an immigration check…woo..it feels like…erm…don’t know to describe it..



not really like this..hehe..

Ever heard of salty and tomato popcorn flavor??..woo…you are so unlucky…they have it here in India…ahh…don’t ask me about how it taste… (I feel like vomiting…huuu)

it is like this BIG~~ :)


Then, this is the best part ever…I’m sure 110% that you guys wanna this type of chair (is it chair??..whatever) in Malaysia…I’m gonna let you guys to wonder it first…any idea how the chair is???..no??..alright…the chair is super awesome…you can just slide and rest on the back…even if you got the front seat..you not gonna have the neck sprain…trust me!!!

some sort of this..hee~~


The next thing is not really best part caused in the middle of the movie…we have a BREAK…ever watch Hindi movie with INTERMISSION…that was the time when they stop the movie for a while…and we the viewers can go to the toilet and some of them go to buy another popcorn!!!what the>>>>huh…it’s last for 10-15 minutes…



And the most incredible thing is the exit from the cinema….as I went down the stairs and the next thing is I was at the outside of the mall…you guys ever believe it…the cinema is at the 3rd floor…and we exit not only the cinema but also the mall…that time I was like blurred and WHAT????....


this is the mall...Name given: Nucleus Mall... :)

I’m done…I passed my sleep time actually..i’m always trying to remind myself that even I don’t like something, I have to try to like it…cause at the end of the day we realized that for some reason, it is not so bad, we gonna have to face it the way it was…cause that different make a day to me… yeah!!see you guys next time…cannot promise when…seeya!!

p/s: do have some consideration in your life..take home message from PAI…

June 24, 2011

assalamualaikum...

apa khabar??..baik2 je la ek...entry for today just short...it's only a highlight from Al-Kuliyyah 10 July 2011 from Ustaz Zahazan...

Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda yang bermaksud:

1. Jauhkanlah perkara2 haram, kamu akan dapat kelazatan beribadah kepada Allaah.

2. Redhalah dengan yang Allaah beri kepada kita, kita akan jadi orang yang paling kaya.

3. Buatlah baik kepada jiran kita, kamu akan dapat iman yang sebenarnya.

4. Buat baik kepada orang sebagaimana kita suka orang berbuat baik kepada kita,kita akan jadi orang Islam.

5. Jangan banyak ketawa,hati kita akan mati dan hilang fokus untuk beribadah kepada Allaah.

Hadith riwayat At -Tirmizi.



Daripada Ibrahim Adham, 3 perkara yang menutup hati:

1. Kita terlalu sedih dengan satu-satu musibah yang menimpa


2. Kita terlalu suka pujian orang


3. Kita terlalu cintakan dunia


p/s: sama2 la kita ingatkan antara 1 sama lain...aku pn kne selalu diingatkan...





June 18, 2011

Arts of Life: THE.DARK.LOVER: "dear my THEDARKLOVER , tahukah anda saya amat merindui anda separuh mati sekarang ? serious rindu nak mati . rindu sangat moment kita ber..."

June 3, 2011

Assalamualaikum…

Apa khabar semua??..haha..skema…sihat je kan sume??...mesti la… :) hurm…mmg dah lama aku x singgah apatah lagi nak wat entry baru…nak kata busy,,,ye la kot…haha…

Tapi aku akan tulis bler ada benda yang aku nak kongsi or aku nak mintak pendapat orang… (macam la blog ko banyak sangat yang baca)..haha..tapi terima kasih kat sume yang sudi membaca blog aku yang ntah pape nie…hehe…

Well, korang pernah x ada masalah..bak kata orang putih PROBLEM…haha..mesti la pernah kan,,tipu la kalau x ada…tapi masalahnya sekarang bukannya aku ada masalah..pening x??..hee~~~


Best x ada masalah??...soalan bodoh la plak kan??..haha..ignore2…


Waa~~bagus x gambar kat atas…tapi memang kenyataan yang sesetengah orang anggap yang hidup nie memang masalah…no comment~~~ :)

Ada sesetengah orang bley handle masalah dorang…tapi ada sesetengah plak yang x tahan dengan masalah sampai create lagi masalah…contohnya, kalau ada yang nak bunuh diri…Nauzubillah min zalik…mintak jauh sangat daripada aku, family n kawan2….kenapa la sampai cetek sangat pemikiran….Astagfirullah…istighfar….



Bagi aku…kalau aku ada masalah or aku tension ke…aku lebih suka diam dulu…and then citer la kat sape2 aku senang nak citer…waktu aku dalam proses diam, confirm aku nangis…favourite place aku nak nangis, mesti dalam bilik air di bawah pancuran air…haha…tapi lepas 2, aku rasa puas…walaupun masalah x settle lagi…tapi aku rasa aku dapat semangat baru tok ke depan...hehe…



Sampai sini je kot aku nak tulis…hee~~

May 1, 2011

Assalamualaikum..

Hey guys..what’s up?... I hope you all in a pink of health… don’t get confuse why I’m using English for this entry… you can say it is to improve my English…but it is most likely my style of expression towards something is much more better if it is in English…so, just rest assured that this entry still made by me –Pai- :)

One question before I proceed…have you guys ever cry or badly cry for someone???... come on.. be honest …say it loud if you did it…there’s nothing to be shame of.. have you???...well, I made my confession…I did it…so, this entry was made for him..



I cannot find any other way to express it…so, I made a poem dedicated to my late grandfather… Allahyarham Panut bin Sular….he was gone on Sept 5,2010…it is sad for me as I don’t have time to spend with him during his last moment in this world…I thank to Allah for at least HE gave me a chance to see my grandfather a day before he died…

Ok.. I wind up the entry with the poem I made…(I’m afraid that my tears will make flood… :(…)


I know it’s hard to say goodbye

But what choice do we have

As time passed by

I’m becoming more worried

Why can’t I let it go?

Remembering you is hard

It’s so cold that makes me tremble

I hate it

I cannot think of anything

I miss you

Time is evil

As it flew and knocked me every seconds

Make me recalled the time

When you there beside me

When you hold me tight and hug me

Let it remains fresh

In my mind and my heart

Let me think of you

Just like the way you are

Before….


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